some years: to grow with

some new years are for longing
for connection
to grow with.
but it is there. inside.

within statistical multiplicity

what does It mean to co-exist within statistical multiplicity?
are our identities flattened into metaphor –
especially
when our histories are erased or made invisible –
or are we strengthened through connection?

the delicacy of the fibrous nature

as I carefully untangle my past
from overtaking my present,
I am aware of the delicacy of the fibrous nature
in which it shreds,
splits,
and severs
if not tended with the utmost care and respect

an enactment. reflecting. of consciousness.

this journal is an enactment of documentary processes
reflecting
observations of consciousness;
as they relate to everyday life